01.31.08
Darn it, go away!
The depression just ebbs slightly only…..
Argh!!! This reminds me of the olden days where I used to be that sad, pathetically desperate young man who’s out there seeking for a girlfriend…..
Annoying-nyer~~
If only I could ride a supa-dupa fast bike, going 150miles and hour on the deserted highway along the seaside, the cold-breezy wind blowing against me and smelling the brine of the ocean, whilst the wind picks up all the depression from my mind along with it and makes it go away….
Ahhhhh… reminds me of the way Cloud Strife drove his bike… that was so bloody cool.
I want Cloud’s bike for my birthday present.
01.30.08
Urghh…
I dunno why…
Lately for the past few days, I’ve been feeling so tired, sad and imminently depress to a small extent. It’s the bad combination, and what makes it worse is that you aren’t sure the reason why you’re feeling so.
Is it because the exam’s over and it’s all back to starting a yet harder syllabus than before?
Or is it because I screwed up one of the questions in FP1 test today?
I don’t know! It feels like going back in time where you’re so depressed when you’d realised that the person you’ve longed for finally met someone he/she wants to be with. And boy, did that sucks. Even until now, I wouldn’t wanna think of it.
Urgh! Now it makes me think that the aliens are projecting some kind of depression-inducing agent that haywires the biochemical reaction in my brain.
And I think I’m having diarrhea. =(
This is a short post, and I apologised. I’m so damn tired…. and my stomach’s killing me.
Til’ then, have a nice day.
01.29.08
Hee Hoo Haa
I swear I’ll die after FP1 test which is going to be held tomorrow, after exhausting every ounce of energy writing down stupendous amount of numerical and description and brain power.
Jeez, I’m already dying from practicing past papers. =(
01.26.08
B!tches protest
Nothing interesting has been going on 
. I still got exams this coming Wednesday, whilst my collegemates happily gallivant around central Croydon, enjoying the big sales that are happening around the country.
Anyway, something minor happened in London today. (No terrorist bomb treat, I’m afraid)
Oh wait, before I proceed on, there was this bald boisterous-looking British standing right behind me, queuing to get the train ticket to London. He later took out his phone and called someone and threatened to give the person he’s on the phone with a death roll. This is what ensued.
Baldie: “Oh f**k you mate, where the f**k are you?….. Why do you f**king care?!? No your girlfriend’s a bitch, so is your mom… Don’t threatened me mate, cause you know what? I’m gonna f**king kill you, that’s right, I’ll f**king come right over and kill you, and when I’m done killing you, I’m gonna strap your girlfriend on the bed, and I’m gonna f**k her, you hear me?!? I’m gonna f**k her, and then I’ll shoved up a few needles up her pussy…… oh you think I’m afraid of you, eh? We’ll then f**king see, come on mate, I know you better, you’re a f**king coward, your girlfriend’s a f**king bitch…..”
Most of the time, I usually persevere myself not to be bothered. But what’s really annoying me this time is that this cursing has been there for at least 10 minutes, and the baldie was just behind me. Well, at the same time, I still wanted to laugh.
I was in Oxford Circus this afternoon, browsing through the shops to looking for decent clothings and books at a ridiculously discounted prices.
Meanwhile, I tumbled upon a few angry feminists ragingly protesting in front of a small shop called Playboy (I’m not sure what’s being sold inside, but I’m pretty sure they’re sweet sexy lingeries), saying the shop deteriorates female integrity.
The demonstration had put a major impact on the shop, losing much of its customers on the day since many of the pedestrians feared the protesters. With the additional pressure by the incoming recession which is expected to happen this year in the whole of UK, people who entered the shop were so gratefully treated by the employees. I guess they were even given the privilege to buy accessories at a charmingly cheap price.
Don’t get me wrong, the bitches I meant are those who protested in front of Playboy. London protest can sometimes be annoying.
01.22.08
Like that also can ah?!?
One heck of a professional! It’s amazing how stupidity suffice to do such cynical stunts.
Physics on Monday wasn’t as bad as I thought it should be. However, I have completely lost 3 marks from the paper because of an elusive explanation (what I’m trying to say is that the question had been put in a total different perspective that I didn’t even realise that the answer they wanted was something I know about).
Anyway, what’s done is done.
Chemistry and Mathematic will be on Tuesday. Good luck to every sane beings taking them.
Bonne nuit~
01.20.08
Earn money today!!
WARNING: Only for those who have extreme patience and perseverance.
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01.11.08
Oh my my my….
I’m so bloody depress, angry, and tempting to physically mutilate myself with a pen knife.
I couldn’t finish my Physics Unit 3 practical exam. What the heck?!?
Worse yet, I just found out I’d done a mistake on one of the questions, and the error has carried forward to the next and the next, and there, another fews marks lost.
Fuck! Don’t even tell me that all I have to do is pass the paper or get at least a Grade B or so. I won’t even accept a weak Grade A (less than 87%). Call me a pessimist, for me, I rather be pessimistic than optimistic.
01.02.08
Lalalalalalalala~~~
Happy new year and sry for the lack of update people. It isn’t because I didn’t have the time or I don’t have anything interesting to share, in fact, there are a lot of interesting thing I really really love to share. The problem is I’m very hooked up with work due to the coming exam (maybe that’s wasting time equivalent but blah~!) and the other problem is my left kidney is spontaneously hurting me and the pain sips in every few seconds and then it ebbs away.
I’ll keep this short. I’ve spent most of my holiday in Egypt. Cruising across the River Nile, visiting ancient monuments… it’s a nice place to visit, albeit the fact that a lot of the citizens are very very ill-educated and street laws are merely written text as far as Egyptian drivers are concern.
Anyway, happy new year again, though I’ll never get used to it.
