How am I right now? Not so good.

Firstly, I’m emo-ing, not the kind of emotion that people tend to mistaken as suffering from severe depression and anxiety due to the huge lost in life that people like to call ‘emo’. The ‘emo’ I meant is that I don’t seem to care or pay any attention to the surrounding happenings. Imperial or UCAS has not reply me yet, and I’m very very very impatient about it.

This sucks, it has been 3 weeks already since the interview. Should I call them?

Secondly, the January exam results will be released this Thursday. God knows how bad my grades will be, as I honestly say that I didn’t do very well in them. Didn’t quite manage to finish some papers and have been unable to answer some of the question. If you gave me the chance to blame on something or someone, I would blame Almighty. No offense, I’m not pointing out your God, it could well be my imaginary friends or someone out there that has been listening to my every praying words.

Lastly, I’ve spent over £3000 within 4 months and I’m feeling so bloody guilty about it. All my parent’s hard earned money have been wisely and unwisely wasted, and I’m not even sure whether they expect the balance £1000 to last for the next 2 months. So my father was right after all, it wasn’t enough.